Senior '17
Angelica Marie Fuentes Diaz ✨ 💎Spring Branch Houston TX💎
RANT TIME!
This goes out to all the baby mommas who are trying to use a child to lock in your baby daddy!
A child is not an object and is not property. For those who think otherwise need to go to hell. You CANNOT take a baby away just because he is with someone else. You CANNOT take a child away from a father who wants to be in the baby’s life. If you cant be mature enough to have a decent relationship with your baby’s father, you do not deserve a child. Take advice from the girl who was in foster care just because my parents would not work out. You can’t go around hitting your baby daddy. It doesnt work that way. At the end of the day YOU decided you wanted to be with him. YOU, one point, loved this person. YOU decided to make a baby and keep it! Not everything lasts forever, all of you must understand this. Your baby daddy may not live up to your standards but at least he wants to be in your child’s life. If you grew up without a father and you are still acting like this. YOU DO NOT DESERVE A CHILD. My father walked out of my life 7 years ago and i have resented him for a long time. But people like you hate men because of your fathers. At one point you have to say enough is enough. You cant keep living with hate in your heart. One day you child will want to meet their dad and when they find out YOU were the reason they never grew up with one, they will despise you. Learn to be a bigger person. Dont use a child to make him do what you want. A child deserves better than that
My Abuser.
Abusers are everywhere. This is SOME of the things I was forced to do as a child from 7 years old - 9 years old.
1- I remember not being about to comprehend more advanced maths than my grade level. There is a reason why I cry at the sound of screaming and it is because of that night. I believe it was long division but I was in second or third grade barely coming into multiplication tables. That night I was on the dining room table trying to get help from her when all she did was scream and yell. I was forced to stay at my desk in my room until I figured it out. I was not allowed on my bed. I ended up sleeping on the floor under my desk with my arms in my shirt in a ball.
2- She didn’t know how to cook, but my father was on a “business trip” and she cooked Lima beans. She forced it down my throats until I couldn’t stand it any longer.
3- My sister shoved cupcake icing in my face at school one day and both me and my sister got applesauce stuffed in our mouth and nose for punishment.
4- for a whole summer she turned a bolt lock inside out and locked us into our room but we were only suppose to do school work she assigned. I once had to copy the ENTIRE children’s dictionary just because she wanted me to.
5- I had one piece of a something sweet the entire time I lived with my father.
6-I did not watch TV except for the news during dinner time.
7- My father has never REALLY spanked us, but somehow she forced him into spanking us with a leather belt as hard as he can for 10 times. He cried the entire time.
8- when my father had finished with me and I wouldn’t stop crying she threw a heavy WOODEN Jewelry box at my head that missed and hit my wall.
9- we were not allowed to have playtime. My idea of fun at that time was collecting rocks every time I had to take the dogs in our small backyard.
10- as a child during the summertime I didn’t want to do the work she told me to do. Or sometimes I wouldn’t get far enough in a worksheet book. She would spank me when she saw.
11-there was once I was talking to my sister across from me and she saw I wasn’t doing my work and I got spanked
12- I don’t remember the reason behind this one. She put a jalapeño in my nose and mouth to the point where I actually threw up. She made me clean it up after I was done. This is the reason why I don’t like jalapeños at all.
13- when CPS gave custody to my mother, she somehow forced my father to give up his rights and never speak or see me again.
I have not seen or heard from my father in 7 years except through my family members. I was once a daddy’s girl. And now my life has changed forever. Some things still give me flashbacks to these horrid moments. The one that scares me the most was when she took my father away from me.
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I will forever reblog
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Baby girl shines her teeth with the bones she
gnaws on. Sinks her canines deep into the
necks of boys who don’t realize she is a
problem child. Marks her prey with kisses
ungentle, crimson bruises against pale skin.
She doesn’t know that the roses these men
bloom around her aren’t pure.
Baby girl doesn’t cry anymore, only screams.
She doesn’t understand why the moon won’t
listen to her when the misery overflows; tells
her the stars have told him she’s been
wishing on them.
Now, she can only see craters full of jealousy
when she stares too long at night.
Baby girl has only ever known blood as
warpaint. She can taste it on the roof of her
mouth, the metallic flavor of every sword she’s
ever thrust through her own chest. There is no
safe harbor in her skeleton to dock at. She is
a smoldering ruin and she likes it that way.
Rudy Francisco
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I write best
When I am either,
Falling in love,
Or falling apart.
Handwriting is so cool cause it’s like the written equivalent of the sound of someone’s voice.
I will forever think of handwriting this way now.
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Jennifer Brown, Hate List
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Because who you are is supposed to be the easiest question in the world answer, right?